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May. 20th, 2003 01:41 amWound like a mainspring after game - One of those sessions that makes you wish you'd just shot yourself and gotten over with it - Plot advances independent of actual player effort, attempting to get the players to do something creative, but still blocked up with that ridiculous conception that I've actually given them something to work with. In short, the same _stupid_, insipid, blatant neural failure I had on the last game. So I was stressed. Going to give a few weeks to Becky, who's going to run BESM. Yay for the break just before quarter end, so maybe I can just work on class.
A little background track to loosen me up, and I'm slowly rejoining the humans. Slept wrong last night, not sure why, but I felt hip-sore all day, like I'd done something to the cuff. Gone by evening, but I hate feeling fragile.
Played NWN with friends multiplayer, setup sucked, but once set, it was a fairly slick experience. Plan to try to set up a time to multiplay again. Would love to set up a setting to _run_ a game in, but I'm already short on time; maybe I'll write something over summer. Wouldn't have to be much if I GM'd it.
Of course, by the end of the summer, what I'll want to do is play Shadows of Undrentide multiplayer. Yes...
Sleep is good, wish I could.
Topic for a future philosophical rant: Why do I like revenge so much? Revenge films tend to be my favorite - Count of Monte Cristo, Boondock Saints, Contact... (Contact? you ask disbelievingly? Thematically, it takes a long-awaited Louisville Slugger to big-S Science which gives me a warm glow. -- 'Are you telling me that you've come in here without a single shred of proof, and you expect us all to take your story... on _faith_?') But yeah, what's up with that?
A little background track to loosen me up, and I'm slowly rejoining the humans. Slept wrong last night, not sure why, but I felt hip-sore all day, like I'd done something to the cuff. Gone by evening, but I hate feeling fragile.
Played NWN with friends multiplayer, setup sucked, but once set, it was a fairly slick experience. Plan to try to set up a time to multiplay again. Would love to set up a setting to _run_ a game in, but I'm already short on time; maybe I'll write something over summer. Wouldn't have to be much if I GM'd it.
Of course, by the end of the summer, what I'll want to do is play Shadows of Undrentide multiplayer. Yes...
Sleep is good, wish I could.
Topic for a future philosophical rant: Why do I like revenge so much? Revenge films tend to be my favorite - Count of Monte Cristo, Boondock Saints, Contact... (Contact? you ask disbelievingly? Thematically, it takes a long-awaited Louisville Slugger to big-S Science which gives me a warm glow. -- 'Are you telling me that you've come in here without a single shred of proof, and you expect us all to take your story... on _faith_?') But yeah, what's up with that?
